I can't believe my little man is almost 5 months old. Although he isn't crawling yet I am sure he will start soon enough. He's such a handsome little one and I can't believe he's my son. He's the love of my life and I wouldn't change it for the world.
Sometimes when he's sleeping I go into his room and just watch him. I bend down and kiss him on the head and sometimes he stirs but it's just something I have to do before I lay down at night, just to make sure he is alright and that he knows how much I love him. During the day it's crazy to say but sometimes I can look at him and suddenly he transforms (not literally) into a five year old or something. I guess it's a reminder that time will fly by so fast.
I start school back up this weekend...which stinks...I'm not motivated to do it, I just want to watch my son grow. I don't want to miss ANYTHING!!! I am still going to try and get a nursing degree, but it will take time especially with Lucas being so small and me not having enough finances for it all, but in due time it will come to pass and I will be a nurse.
